Thursday, February 17, 2005

so jg motions and matchups are out
its haunting really
law motion
ny team two
just like before
lets just hope the result will be different
sigh
its scary
losing control when you debate
that speech the other day
was like...
forgetting all i learnt in two years
falling back to a pathetic state
shudder
ncs this sat
i dont know if im going to speak
in some ways i want to
want to make up for previous mistakes
want to carry the flag on
then again
what if..
i let down my seniors?
who in more ways than one deserve to speak
instead of i
i'm worried i cant sustain
and you know whats the worst thing?
i cant go anywhere else.
trust and obey
yeah
guess..thats all i can do
maybe there'll be a practise debate tomorrow
maybe not
either way
its all down to faith
and His will
Lord
let
your will be done
not mine
but yours.




amen

p.s- i win this sat michy! i win!

posted by S @ Thursday, February 17, 2005

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