Omerta

i shant gush
i guess
its kinda weird
and
yeah
but
grief
you
are
amazing
im still reeling
in shock
that i actually know you
appearance
attitude
conversation
absolutely amazing
and here's where the logic machine clicks in
what about chracter?
do i really
know
you?
no.
i don't
which
leads me to the next logical conclusion
its fake.
all fake
all artificial
all but fleeting.
curses
for once
i'd like it to last
just once
you know hows it like?
to hear an instruction
you know you ought to follow
for your own good
yet
not everything you
WANT to do
is for the best
desire vs sense
who will emerge victorious?
i pray its desire
yet i know
it has to be sense
how queer.

on a side note
i think its preposterous
that teachers in some schools
read blogs
and summarily scold or punish their students for what they write on it
how can there not be a dichotomy between school and personal life?
is there no distinction?
im all for teachers acting as mentors and advisors
and its not wrong for a teachers perception of a student
to change after reading some vulgar or candid language posted on his/her students blog
but to rebuke?
worse still
to punish?
thats just plain silly
its almost tantamount to a teacher punishing
a student because said the f word at home.
for heavens sakes
stop interfering!
and those poor students out there..
dont censor yourselves
your teachers have no right!
grief.

posted by S @ Sunday, March 20, 2005