Wednesday, November 26, 2003

she's back
is she?
a swirl of confusion
a precipice of chaos
a dark gate waiting to be opened
i thought i closed that door
ever so long
ago
now it threatens to break apart
at the seams
i closed the door when
what was inside
was pure fantasy
lacking logic
and substance
a fairy tale not come true
is it the same now?
has it changed?
will it change?
is this something more
is this something
greater than i expected?
i dream about it.
the last time that happened was
3 years ago.
that scares me
that i can be so susceptible
so easily assaulted
that 4900N
can be easily reduced to nothing
i feel so strange when im near
i feel so awkward
what to say?
what to do?
i am truly traumatised
haha
retribution?
what a strange way
and shes actually right
or is she?
deeper down the valley
of emotion
holds something unknown to me
and now i travel there
but i am confused by
the darkness
i found something.
but is it what i seek?
yes?
no?
i STILL don't know

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posted by S @ Wednesday, November 26, 2003

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