Omerta

when you really think about it
what is life all about
i think i begin to see
the knowledge
in the statement
to live is Christ
to die
gain
beginning to find living is such a drag nowadays
hm
wonder why really
there isnt much im really looking forward to these days
time passes by in melancholy
and a bit of dread
end year camp
and such
well
years almost at an end now
so is dep
sadly
saturdays will be so meaningless
without the crazy lot
auyong
terence
druggie
weilin
rebecca
lee mey
jennifer
hiu tung
christine
sam
kal
ram
kelvin
yep
lifes a drag at this time of the year
strange isnt it
i often
relish the opportunity to just
drift in that sense
but not this season
not this season
somethings strangely different
its just off
everythings off
off tangent
like some glitch in my reality
flaw
some things have been great of course
2.11
jyc
though after that..things seemed to go pretty much downhill..weird
isnt it

im thinking right now
what would i most want to do
debate?
no
play rugby?
no
computer game?
no
go out?
no
i just want to go back to that beautiful afternoon in hawaii
blue skies
beautiful weather
take away the readings
and put in that special someone
yeah
a nice hawaiian dream to put me to sleep
for those who still bother to
read
my nonsense
goodnight
may your christmas be full of laughter
not tears
of joy
not sadness
of activity
not melancholy
may your christmas
be full of
love
(and forgiveness as the fairy would say :)


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posted by S @ Saturday, December 18, 2004