Sunday, February 20, 2005

when i finish this
i shall sleep
the best part of the day
when im completely blissful
of the trial that is tomorrow
i know im supposed to depend on Him as my best friend
to pour out all my needs and desires and problems
its bad
life is a mess for me
mostly because of my lack of discipline
its..hard
to concentrate
hard to get things done
even things i like now
schools even more of a drag..et al
i dont know..
its
true
what they say about cycles
it just makes it worse
im just dying under everything
really
and
sigh
i regret it all
and yet not at all
i know i cant
take care of myself
i need a minder
a watcher
maybe just a friend
who can.

valinor
what a most desired destination
freedom
peace
love






oh that you may send me assistance that i may not falter.

posted by S @ Sunday, February 20, 2005

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