Thursday, June 30, 2005

i cant ask the questions i want to ask
a blank wall
a dead end
unsure
hesitant
undecided

i cant do the things i want to do
i shouldnt..cant..

too frightened
too filled with fear
what may happen
what may not
sigh

its almost the end of the first week of sch
and surprise surprise!
im screwing my sch work ALL up
big surprise huh
lots of crap has happened
and with less and less debate there really isnt much point in going to sch
i remember last term
every single boring second
or agonising lesson was spent browsing thorugh scoresheets
formulating jg cases
thinking abt strategies..
now..
blank
dead end
like that other thing in my life

3c 3s and a little bs on the side
its time to take back whats rightfully ours
you and i both
time to claim that victory
plant that flag
and dash across the white line
for the grandslam
remember the face of defeat
and never face it again.
God willing.

take a little ride on the yellow submarine
take a little turn into the abyss
fall a bit
crumble a bit
then sink sink sink



Jhamat Sometimes

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