Omerta

so im back
allowance from mothership
anyway
exam period now
people are
stresssed
worried they cant finish studying
memorising everything
panicking about average
competing with each other
sigh
its a sad world
im resigned
im honestly happy with the amount ive studied
no
i havent memorised my geog definitions
no
i havent read thru my hist textbook yet
no
i havent studied any lit yet
no
i havent covered my life science yet
no
i havent completed my phys
no
i havent done my hmt yet
no
i dont really mind
haha
loosen up EVERYONE
i think we shld all take learning differently
i mean
coolio questions pop up here and there
like sebastian and my
question of the law of light
etc
i mean
i think thats real learning
knowing
finding about as much as possible
and above all
inciting some interest
not memorising
rote learning
i mean
yeah
u could say thats the only way to score
well
in that case
id much rather spend my time working towards
intellectualism
knowledge
and an all rounded appreciation of the subjects i like
rather than acing everything
thats my aim really
not to ace
not to mug
but to question more
ask more
about the world around me
and i guess
to try my best
hmm
bit of a contradiction there eh
but in my view
trying my best
would be
relative
to my
spastic standards
anyway
im angry
feeling very uncomfortable
and tired
cold
angry
angry
angry
augh
beyond
the line



trrry

posted by S @ Thursday, September 30, 2004