Thursday, October 14, 2004

two paths
two choices
one
an on and off fling
with a childhood dream
might not ensure
a place
might not ensure me a future
might not ensure my fitting in
but will ensure
my passion and enjoyment
two
something that took the place of one
now i can choose again
something has driven me
for two years now
somethingthat ive built friendships in
something that i know ill always belong in
something thats always interesting
or is it?
youre right
i wouldnt have done that before
why now
do i really belong somewhere else?
is my head leading on my heart
or is my heart playing a conniving trick on my head?

where to go
what to do
i have nothing to complain about
but still i do
everything i wanted
in the palm of my
hand
almost
could do this
doesnt equate to
can do that
dilemma

follow ur heart the wiseman says
dont be a fool says the learned scholar
forget them both says the preacher
Lean not on your own understanding..
yes..
perhaps then..
therein lies my answer
not within myself but in myself
not from me but from whats inside me
perhaps..
perchance..



lost and bored

posted by S @ Thursday, October 14, 2004

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